1. there is a crow
I just now spied
heckling the dog and I
with cawing 
that never ends
I much prefer
early morning silence 
other than the jingling
from my pup’s collar
caw caw caw
on a repetitive loop
I didn’t 
get out of bed 
for this
woof
awoke me
from a bizarre dream
in full color
a jumble of images
and me
in a place
I didn’t want to be
awake is better
even if it’s early
even if the crow
needs to stop
and fly away now
my eyes gritty
from tears cried
yesterday
ahhhhhhh
some actual birdsong
bye bye Mr. Crow
I didn’t even 
resort to violence
though I considered
my options
he must have realized
not to mess with me
as I have no patience
for cawing
that never ends

May 28, 2012
written somewhere in the 5 o’clock a.m. hour
damn crow

    there is a crow
    I just now spied
    heckling the dog and I
    with cawing
    that never ends
    I much prefer
    early morning silence
    other than the jingling
    from my pup’s collar
    caw caw caw
    on a repetitive loop
    I didn’t
    get out of bed
    for this
    woof
    awoke me
    from a bizarre dream
    in full color
    a jumble of images
    and me
    in a place
    I didn’t want to be
    awake is better
    even if it’s early
    even if the crow
    needs to stop
    and fly away now
    my eyes gritty
    from tears cried
    yesterday
    ahhhhhhh
    some actual birdsong
    bye bye Mr. Crow
    I didn’t even
    resort to violence
    though I considered
    my options
    he must have realized
    not to mess with me
    as I have no patience
    for cawing
    that never ends

    May 28, 2012
    written somewhere in the 5 o’clock a.m. hour
    damn crow

  2. “blue skies and sunshine”
10’ wide by 3’ tall
downtown Bloomington, IL
May 26, 2012

    “blue skies and sunshine”
    10’ wide by 3’ tall
    downtown Bloomington, IL
    May 26, 2012

  3. I got a lesson in scaffolding today.

    I got a lesson in scaffolding today.

  4. I’m not sure I want my mother to know it’s way up here…

    I’m not sure I want my mother to know it’s way up here…

  5. I’m painting on a wall today in downtown Bloomington.

    I’m painting on a wall today in downtown Bloomington.

  6. Synchronicity

    dreams2create:

    “I believe in synchronicity. I believe that when you begin to notice seemingly unrelated things connecting in a meaningful way… that it’s the universe whispering in your ear, saying, Yes love, you are on the right path, keep going, I’ve got your back.” ~Amanda of “Kind Over Matter” blog

  7. “Blue Sky Over A Beige House”
photo taken in the 5 o’clock a.m. hour
on March 25, 2012

    “Blue Sky Over A Beige House”
    photo taken in the 5 o’clock a.m. hour
    on March 25, 2012

  8. I find it fascinating that the sky can be bright blue with puffy clouds behind me, and pale blue with wisps of clouds, including some gray ones ahead. I’m facing East toward the sunrise. My sweet pup was up at 4:30 a.m. I wanted the rest if my family to sleep a little longer. We’ve been enjoying a variety of birdsong in the backyard. It’s 6:00 a.m. now. Blue’s had his breakfast. I’m ready for mine. Coffee is a necessity today. May 25, 2012 is the first day of Summer Vacation, my niece’s second birthday and one year to the day since my husband’s diagnosis. The day life changed. ~ Janean

    I find it fascinating that the sky can be bright blue with puffy clouds behind me, and pale blue with wisps of clouds, including some gray ones ahead. I’m facing East toward the sunrise. My sweet pup was up at 4:30 a.m. I wanted the rest if my family to sleep a little longer. We’ve been enjoying a variety of birdsong in the backyard. It’s 6:00 a.m. now. Blue’s had his breakfast. I’m ready for mine. Coffee is a necessity today. May 25, 2012 is the first day of Summer Vacation, my niece’s second birthday and one year to the day since my husband’s diagnosis. The day life changed. ~ Janean

  9. he bought me daisies last night
the colorful kind
minus the crazy
such a surprise to see them 
in the flower spot 
by the kitchen sink
when the children and I 
came home last night
my smile widened 
at the vase he chose
for it was the easiest 
to reach
my margarita pitcher
a college graduation gift
from my aunt in New Mexico
my margarita days are past
what a lovely vase
I didn’t know I had
until he bought me daisies 
last night

    he bought me daisies last night
    the colorful kind
    minus the crazy
    such a surprise to see them
    in the flower spot
    by the kitchen sink
    when the children and I
    came home last night
    my smile widened
    at the vase he chose
    for it was the easiest
    to reach
    my margarita pitcher
    a college graduation gift
    from my aunt in New Mexico
    my margarita days are past
    what a lovely vase
    I didn’t know I had
    until he bought me daisies
    last night

  10. last night was for fireflies
the first ones of the year
this mornin’ is for pink clouds 
and a crescent moon
still hangin’ in the sky
fireflies remind me 
of my childhood summers
pink clouds are for my grandma
she painted some on canvas
and the teacher said, 
“There is no such thing.”
Grandma wouldn’t budge
knew she was right
as she’d seen pink clouds
from atop the bluff 
time and time again
so while I’m not a pink girl
I love pink cloud mornings
and greet them with a grin
as memories of my grandma
fill me up within

    last night was for fireflies
    the first ones of the year
    this mornin’ is for pink clouds
    and a crescent moon
    still hangin’ in the sky
    fireflies remind me
    of my childhood summers
    pink clouds are for my grandma
    she painted some on canvas
    and the teacher said,
    “There is no such thing.”
    Grandma wouldn’t budge
    knew she was right
    as she’d seen pink clouds
    from atop the bluff
    time and time again
    so while I’m not a pink girl
    I love pink cloud mornings
    and greet them with a grin
    as memories of my grandma
    fill me up within